Welcome Back, Booklovers! It's fall and I've been in a paranormal show and books mood. And nothing screams fall like New England which is where Louangie Bou-Montes hails from and where her recently published Till the Last Beat of My Heart is set. Keep reading to hear about her publishing journey, her love of horror, and some pretty cool hobbies of hers!
When did you decide to pursue publishing?
I decided in a kind of unofficial way to pursue publishing in 2018. At that time, I had just finished the first draft of TILL THE LAST BEAT OF MY HEART and I decided to do something with it since I had never written a novel length work all the way to the end before. I wasn’t sure if it was going to get anywhere, but it felt like it was worth a shot since I got that far.
How would you describe Till the Last Beat of My Heart and what was the inspiration behind it?
I would describe TILL THE LAST BEAT OF MY HEART as a romcom with a healthy dose of drama and spooky vibes. I don’t know if anyone but me would call it a romcom, but I think there’s a decent amount of humor and kind of ridiculous situations as well as romance. The inspiration behind it is kind of varied…I would say it’s heavily inspired by New England and Western Massachusetts specifically because I’ve always found the area I live in and the sort of inherent spookiness of fall and winter in this area inspiring. It’s inspired by sort of campy or horror like Death Becomes Her and Idle Hands, as well as the show Pushing Daisies which has necromancy and romance tied together and the movie Paranorman which was New England-y and heavy on the atmosphere.
Was Jaxson’s love of horror movies inspired by your own? And if so, do you remember the first horror movie you watched?
Jaxon’s love of horror movies is inspired by my own in a way, but he’s a lot braver than me about it. I had to purposefully train myself to tolerate horror movies without getting too terrified to sleep for a few days afterwards. As a kid, I really struggled with horror…the first horror movie I remember watching was Pet Sematary when I was still in elementary school and I’m pretty sure I was sleeping in my parents’ bed for like a week afterwards.
Why did you decide to make Titi Clio a vegan?
Honestly, I think about veganism all the time for different reasons so it was just something that came about organically. Veganism is really popular where I live, one of my dear friends is a vegan, and it helped me figure out the person Titi Clio would be in some ways. She was a vegan before I knew what her abilities were, and then I started thinking about what her relationship with living things was like. It went hand in hand for me that she naturally has kind of an adverse effect on living things so she avoids eating living things.
Do you ever feel a pressure to write your characters a certain way based on your culture?
I think yes and no. I think of my own experience and my own perspective as Puerto Rican and Latinx enough—I didn’t feel like I needed to write a particular brand of Latinidad that would be recognizable to non-Latinx people. I wrote it with Latinx people in mind, for Latinx people to see themselves rather than the shorthand ways we’re expected to be portrayed in things.
However, my characters don’t have my exact identity. Jaxon is bicultural Puerto Rican and Dominican, and while I have Dominicans in my life that I know and love, I feel “pressure” to make sure I’m putting a concerted effort into making that part of him feel true and grounded in authenticity rather than cheap. Likewise with Christian being Afro-Mexican; that’s an experience that I don’t personally have, so I felt “pressure” to make sure I was doing the work to make him feel true. But I think that kind of pressure is good pressure because theoretically there are people who will read my book that share their identities and I think I want those readers to feel seen, not to feel like I just slapped a random ethnic label on the characters.
What has been the most surprising part of the debut experience?
Honestly, I think what’s most surprising for me has been how ready and willing so many people around me have been to uplift me when I’m down and to help me have the best possible experience. It’s not like I’m surprised that people in my life want to help me, but rather just the lengths my friends and family and even people I’ve just recently met have gone to for me. Debuting has been an emotional rollercoaster and I think, just like every other part of publishing, having a community that wants to take care of you and hold you through the good and the bad is so important. I’d be a wreck without the love and effort my people have put in for me.
How do you find inspiration on the brink of burnout?
This is a great question and I wish I had a good answer for it. I think there’s something to be said for the idea of “refilling the well” by re-absorbing things that have inspired you in the past, but I don’t think that always works for me. I think first and foremost you just have to make sure you understand WHY you are burned out and make sure your most basic needs are met. I’m just coming out of a looong writing dry spell and I think a big part of it was I had a lot of anxiety and insecurity from a fairly recent period of time when some of my basic needs were either not being met or under threat of not being met. Once you’ve addressed those needs, that’s when I think it makes sense to do things like rewatch an old favorite or read something you’re excited about from your TBR to get the creative juices flowing.
And, in general, beating yourself up about being demotivated never helps. Have patience with yourself and give it time.
What hobbies do you have outside of writing and reading?
I like taking up hobbies based on what I’m working on, so I have a lot of hobbies that ebb and flow over time haha. Right now, I’ve been into film photography and teaching myself a few instruments (ukulele, keyboard) because I’m working on something where some of the characters do those things. But my hobbies shift all the time.
What countries are on your travel bucket list?
Ireland, definitely. Mexico, Cuba, DR. I’d like to see the Netherlands someday too.
What can we expect next from you?
As of right now, I have no updates on what might be next! But if I get the chance to share something with the world again, you can almost certainly count on something involving New England and the Latinxs who love it.
